It's true Lawton Oklahoma does not have very much to offer, but the heat of course. It won't bring me down because for the first time I will have my hubby home for longer than 15 months at a time. I won't have to miss him and sometimes in this army life of ours it seems i am always missing him. I fell lucky. However I know right now there are so many families who are not as lucky and they have a loved one away and they are missing them, I have not forgotten about you and I still pray daily for you and your soldier.
I've decided to start going to the doctor and get fixed. I have always for as long as I can remember have had migraines, and man do they suck, but i know them and have recently been feeling a whole different kind or pain in my head so it worried me, they have taken a 2nd cat scan so we shall see what they find, in my first one they found a pallup (sp) in my nasal cavity, so guess I have some serious allergies just never knew it. Now they say I have tension headaches and need to relax and try not to stress. Ok I will get right on the no stressing part. I love my life and know that it could always be worse. Just need to live for today and not worry about tomorrow I guess, but for me that will be hard. However I will attempt to stress less and see if it helps my brain.
I was thinking about going back to school, but need to figure out what I want to do???
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Today I cleaned and cleaned some more. I been sick the past week but finally today I just sucked it up and had to get it done. Our Water is off, and be be back in 6 to 8 hours because some water pipe busted so thats no fun.
Finally, I have set an RSVP for a meet up on Friday at the spray park so thats going to be fun. Excited about finally starting to meet some people, and hope to make some new friends.
Monday, July 11, 2011
The past few weeks have been pretty good I’ve seen family, got my car to myself again, and Danny has his jeep finally.
I can’t help it but I feel like I need to be doing something. Like maybe going back to school, or finding a job. The only thing holding me back from finding a job is Aiden. I just don’t think I could take him to daycare. The reason for having him was to spend time with him and raise him, and then return to work once he was in school. I give those parents who take their little ones to daycare credit, it’s hard. I understand most do it because they have to, and since I don’t have to I feel like it would be wrong to do so. Maybe a job I can do from home would be nice, the only thing with that would be finding one that’s not a scam. Selling crafts could work; just really need to learn how to use my sewing machine.
School is the other option, but the loans scare me. We just recently paid Danny’s school off and still working on mine which to me seems like a lot of money but I know some family and friends that have much higher, and I don’t want to get deeper in debt because of school. However school debt is just reality for so many nowadays, maybe I should just suck it up.
Tomorrow will be 8 amazing years with Danny, time sure does fly. Eight years ago was a stress free time, still in high school, no bills, no drama, and our family was together and happy, and did not have to worry about anything. We have come a long way and I love the family we have become. I Love you babe!
Well I have not done much around the area, Aiden and I have been sick and hope to get fully over what we have soon, and then try to enjoy some of this 107 weather………