Need to do something,,,,,

The past few weeks have been pretty good I’ve seen family, got my car to myself again, and Danny has his jeep finally.

I can’t help it but I feel like I need to be doing something.  Like maybe going back to school, or finding a job.  The only thing holding me back from finding a job is Aiden. I just don’t think I could take him to daycare.  The reason for having him was to spend time with him and raise him, and then return to work once he was in school. I give those parents who take their little ones to daycare credit, it’s hard. I understand most do it because they have to, and since I don’t have to I feel like it would be wrong to do so.  Maybe a job I can do from home would be nice, the only thing with that would be finding one that’s not a scam. Selling crafts could work; just really need to learn how to use my sewing machine.

School is the other option, but the loans scare me.  We just recently paid Danny’s school off and still working on mine which to me seems like a lot of money but I know some family and friends that have much higher, and I don’t want to get deeper in debt because of school.  However school debt is just reality for so many nowadays, maybe I should just suck it up.

Tomorrow will be 8 amazing years with Danny, time sure does fly. Eight years ago was a stress free time, still in high school, no bills, no drama, and our family was together and happy, and did not have to worry about anything. We have come a long way and I love the family we have become.  I Love you babe!

Well  I have not done much around the area, Aiden and I have been sick and hope to get fully over what we have soon, and then try to enjoy some of this 107 weather………